In which kait is a terrible person and no one believes her. 

Kait, the author of this journal and the one forming these letters into words, is a terrible person. Patric, the voice she hears says so, her brain says so, her gut feeling says so… Why shouldn’t she believe it?
Because no on else does. Literally no one. Not her boyfriend, not her parents, not her friends. And thats all who matter, truly. 
She has to start believing she isn’t a terrible person, and it will be hard. But I think I can do it.